Getting started is the scariest part!
Trust me I know, it took me almost a decade to bring my work into the world.
I have always had a deep longing to make a difference on this planet, to heal the pain and the sickness that is all around us. This desire was born in me as a little girl.
I knew that when I grew up, I would do something that would have a lasting impact in peoples lives.
I did not know how I would start though, it seemed so far off in the future.
I wanted to travel and see the world first, I escaped to Europe to study horses.
After graduating with an Honors BSc in Business Management and Equine Therapy in the UK, I had so many business and healing ideas.
I had fallen in love with the study of nutrition and natural healing while in school. I wanted to help people and change the world.
This would have been a perfect time to take what I had learned on my own and at university and to start a business… but I knew that a brick and mortar business was not for me, I was a free spirit who needed to fly.
I wanted to create an on line business... but it felt so scary to put myself out there online as an expert or a leader, I lacked the confidence.
I felt overwhelmed and afraid of failure.
I lacked the clarity and confidence to get started. I was not sure what my unique healing purpose was on this planet?
My father had been diagnosed with brain cancer and I wanted to heal him. I believed he could beat the cancer naturally. He did not have the energy or motivation to focus on a nutritional path of healing and his health continued to decline.
I had an opportunity to collaborate with a photographer who wanted to create an on line business. Here was my chance to create an online business that would have a positive impact. I worked tirelessly creating empowering photo shoots for young woman… but darkness crept into the lives of my business partners and after one year and very little profits the company dissolved.
My confidence was at an all time low, at 25 my first business had failed and my father was dying of brain cancer and I could not heal him.
I ran away to Hawaii to soul search, to find my Paradise.
I had this weight on my heart to serve, to heal to change the world for good, but the responsibility of this vision was too big too heavy and I shrank away.